This blog post was written by my lovely wife, Tasha, who spent the last week with me and 36 other guests at the Catholic Adult Guest Camp at Timber Wolf Lake, a Young Life camp in Michigan. Tasha serves as the director of evangelization and discipleship at St. Paul the Apostle Catholic Church and is also a professional photographer (although she would like it known that the beautiful picture below was taken by Kelsey Jenney, the camp speaker).
It’s quiet at Timber Wolf Lake. The ten minutes of silence is finishing up
and I finally gained a few minutes of solitude to myself. Chasing our three children around while being
here has proven to be a daunting task, a reality that hit me hard once again
this morning. Every year it's the same
thing, the anticipation for an incredible week of camp and the amnesia of what
it really means to be a staff person’s spouse when they have a role at camp I'm trying to wrangle three small children. Oy
vey.
And yet today we hit our groove. We enjoyed free time, conquered the zip line
with both our six and three year olds, and managed some much needed rest for my
soul and solitude with the Lord. As I
went back early and was putting kids to bed tonight I had some time to just
think about all of this…
My life has been changed because of Christ. That is completely transparent. It’s who I am, it’s how I desire to live, and
it informs my vocation in life. I can’t
imagine what it would be like to walk this world without Him.
And my heart has been filled because of Young Life. I don’t know why I got lucky enough to
experience what this mission is, to enjoy such kingdom living here on
earth. Michael said tonight, “It was a unmerited
gift of God to be introduced to Young Life sixteen years ago (when he first
went on staff),” and he is so right. It
has been a total gift to our life and our family.
It’s not Young Life in and of itself that is so
powerful. It’s not an organization or a
mission statement. It’s not even fancy
buildings or intricately designed schedules.
It’s an incarnational culture that is palpable. It’s walking
around outside and seeing people spontaneously praying for each other. It’s meeting someone for the first time and they engage you with questions about your
life. It’s meeting someone for the
first time and one of their initial questions is curiosity about how you came
to know the Lord. It is FUN. It is full
of life and it is all about Jesus.
I didn’t get this growing up. I had an incredible Catholic upbringing and I
knew who God was…but I didn’t get these messages about Jesus that cut right to
the heart… messages that break through all the bondage and help me understand
who He really is. I didn’t know that I
needed Jesus every day…in every
relationship…not just in Mass or in a Catholic retreat or service trip. And when those worlds came together I started
to grasp living my Catholic
Christianity…
As I was putting Jackson to bed tonight I talked to him
about how tonight some kids would have quiet time with Jesus for the first
time. I also told him that some people
here didn’t know Jesus, or didn’t have him in their hearts. He was shocked. “Really mom?
Like who?”
“Well buddy we don’t really know who but we just know that
they are out there. We have to pray that
God will open them up to receive him tonight.
We want everyone to have Christ in their hearts.”
Tonight my prayer was just that. My prayer was that all these kids would just
know and experience an ounce of that life-changing love of Jesus. That they would feel pursued by God. That they
would sit in that silence and let go of all the lies and know the truth of
Jesus message for them.
And I was brought to tears at the realization of how many
kids will know that tonight. Because
they have been brought along by a leader, because they have been sought out, pursued, and known by someone who didn’t have to
reach out to them. Because they heard an
incredible message. Because they laughed
in complete freedom for the first time in a long time this week. Because they put away their cell phones and
all the technology that gets in the way of real relationships. Because they were able to walk away from all
that may have once kept them in bondage.
Because they looked around and saw beauty like they’ve never seen it
before. Whatever has brought them to
these ten minutes of silence, I prayed that Jesus would engulf them with
love. And I knew before I even said that
prayer, that He was doing so at that very moment.
We have had the incredible
privilege of bringing some of our friends from back home to camp with us this
week. Catholic friends who we have been
walking with in a couples study for almost a year. Our priest, our youth minister, a teacher
from our Catholic high school…and it’s like the Gospel message. When you’ve experienced something this good (the
way Christianity is lived out so authentically in Young Life) you just want to
share it with those you love. That is
what this week has been. Watching our
friends and their kids experience the love of Jesus through the mission of this
organization. Amazing.
No one organization is perfect. No one mission is complete. Every institution in some sense will fall
short because it is made up of sinners…but this Young Life mission that
emphasizes the centrality of Jesus Christ has given my heart an understanding
of how to love people and orient my heart to Jesus and it has enlivened my
Catholic faith. For that I am
grateful.
Last night as my son went to bed he was talking about one of
his friends who had a rough day and was struggling with his time at camp. Jackson says, “Mom this is the best place on
earth because it’s all about the most important person…Jesus.”
Amen Jackson.
Amen.
“For there is only one God and one Mediator who can
reconcile God and humanity-the man Christ Jesus. He gave his life to purchase freedom for
everyone. This is the message that God
gave to the world at just the right time…”
1 Timothy 2:5-6
THANK YOU TASHA!...and Jackson! What a beautiful conversation between a mother and son. His sweet spirit will lead many to The Light!
ReplyDeleteYour reflection on how YL can enliven our Catholic faith is perfect, Tasha. I've lived in anticipation of this in our little parish for 30 years. It hasn't happened here yet, but I'm still hopeful. You and Michael are helping people to see how our faith will be enriched and full of purpose as we incorporate YL principles into our experience of faith community! What a wonderful model you are providing for us as we learn evangelism from the YL folks who have been at it for 75 years! God Bless You...Spread the Faith!
Awesome, Tasha! I so wish I could have been with you! What a blessed week!
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